I think i miss your voice most of all.
I miss him.
Just because you don’t love me doesn’t mean I stopped.
I’m still head over heels for you.
I miss him.
I work too much. I sleep too little. I get yelled at too often.
I wish I could fall asleep without seeing his face.
(Source: iska-ithil, via trashylittlefuck)
I’ve moved out of my apartment on the word I’d move into my ex’s parent’s house, under the word that I’d pay less than normal rent. I paid for two months then got kicked out for not being there. My nan passed and while my grief and desire to help my family threw me into not coming home, during this time my ex decided to bitch about me and let ny dog run wild. I left and moved in with a couple I barely know and two friends who do nothing all day. I’ve broken up with the ex and am now just trying to get by. I’ve been going broke since I moved here and just this past weekend, had to travel back to Florida again. This was the third time in three months. This time was to get my other dog who I left to a family who couldn’t handle her. He told me he wants me to carw for her and taje gwr back once he gets back feon deployment.
I feel as though my life is meaningless. I do everything for anyone that asks for help, yet I receive nothing in return. I am given no breaks and am waiting on his every word. Does his pride prevent him from admitting he wants me? Am I delusional for thinking my marriage may not be over? Am I always going to be used by everyone? Am I nothing more than the friend who has money? I’m the girl who moved her life for a man 5 times. I have no awards to show for my accomplishments and have my belongings stuffed into boxes.
i have nothing to show for. I have nothing to be proud of.
i feel useless.
holy shit thats a sick tattoo
(Source: xfasatx, via fuckyeahgirlswithtattoos)
i want to have this finished already ahaha…
maybe later this week..
I’m back woo
Japanese horror inspired freehand tattoo. Artist Paul Acker. Done at Best in the midwest tattoo convention. This tattoo won best in show of all three days!